Hey yeah, maybe I'm schizo I don't fucking know.
I feel that all atomic nuclei are one nucleus that is constantly attracted to itself and that all electrons are one electron field that is constantly expanding and the two interact in such a way that a bubbling effect occurs between the two splitting them into "atoms" and the "neutron" of the nuclear aspect is responsible for a sort of "3-body system" that allows for something other than Protium to permeate the universe. Essentially "Gravity" would be a mutual attraction between all atomic nuclei, but are hindered by the electron field which can only be surpassed by large quantities of atomic mass with inclusions of neutrons. Idk how to put it into math though. What would I need to do to attempt calculating this? Is it worth pursuit?