> Be me
> 19 y.o
> High School ends
> Math teacher: "You're very good at math and computers anon, you should try physics at uni"
> Passing the university test for physics
> Uni starts
> Anxiety, low self-esteem and depression strikes me after the first lecture
> Realize I'm not that good, however I could give it a try as anyone here
> Social anxiety strikes me
> I can barely exit from home. I'm a afraid of being hit by cars and train during the commute to uni
> I always need to puke and shit because of anxiety and fear of uni and the future
> Can't concentrate on study because anxiety
> Retired from physics uni after 3 months
> Going on medication with Anti-depressant and SSRI
> Brain got fried by those drugs
> Trying to find a decent job in my shitty country (Italy) without success
> 22 y.o, decide to go to university again
> Because of low self esteem choose Physical Therapy
> Graduate, become DPT
> 26 y.o, currently working and studying post-grad
> I don't like it.
> 33% of all I earn from work goes into taxes because muh leftist italian constitution
> All collegues are pseud, they do biased things, such as manual therapy, myofascial release, osteopathic shit
> All of them are literally brainlet and normies
> Italian DPT can't do all the interesting stuff that US DPT can do (because of the law)
> Not a single opportunity for scientific research as DPT in Italy, compared to US or other country
> I have to pay 3000€ each for multiple pseud, non evidence-based courses because none would hire me without them
> Medication gave me chronic pain and impaired attention.
Fuck anxiety, it ruined my fucking life and made me a total brainlet.
> 19 y.o
> High School ends
> Math teacher: "You're very good at math and computers anon, you should try physics at uni"
> Passing the university test for physics
> Uni starts
> Anxiety, low self-esteem and depression strikes me after the first lecture
> Realize I'm not that good, however I could give it a try as anyone here
> Social anxiety strikes me
> I can barely exit from home. I'm a afraid of being hit by cars and train during the commute to uni
> I always need to puke and shit because of anxiety and fear of uni and the future
> Can't concentrate on study because anxiety
> Retired from physics uni after 3 months
> Going on medication with Anti-depressant and SSRI
> Brain got fried by those drugs
> Trying to find a decent job in my shitty country (Italy) without success
> 22 y.o, decide to go to university again
> Because of low self esteem choose Physical Therapy
> Graduate, become DPT
> 26 y.o, currently working and studying post-grad
> I don't like it.
> 33% of all I earn from work goes into taxes because muh leftist italian constitution
> All collegues are pseud, they do biased things, such as manual therapy, myofascial release, osteopathic shit
> All of them are literally brainlet and normies
> Italian DPT can't do all the interesting stuff that US DPT can do (because of the law)
> Not a single opportunity for scientific research as DPT in Italy, compared to US or other country
> I have to pay 3000€ each for multiple pseud, non evidence-based courses because none would hire me without them
> Medication gave me chronic pain and impaired attention.
Fuck anxiety, it ruined my fucking life and made me a total brainlet.
