>>11183648Mixing my worst nightmares with my highest fantasies is very triggering for me.
And know this: I am not being rhetorical when I say that ending up in that seat is my worst nightmare. If I end up in the dungeon, I see that as a positive outcome for me because I know it leads to where I want to go. On the other hand, I believe that sitting in that seat is the path which leads to to death.
Also, if you guys have that feel recorded from when Joelle stuck that fucking lunch box in my face, then I enourage you to have a look at it and see if you don't think it's the exact same feel as when that woman showed me her pussy in that dream... which I sincerely hope was a dream and not another kidnapping.
