>>11174925>>11175363The simplest way is to brainwash yourself.
1) Decide who you want to be
2) Plan the steps to achieve that
3) Change environment and start building your new self
It is necessary to change environment and sever ties for as long as it takes for the new you to take over.
The reason why that's hard is because your current personality is rooted in memories, so every interaction with past information can deter your efforts, this is why when they brainwash people they cut them from their familiar surroundings.
Take on meditation to calm your mind, repeat affirmations/mantras to yourself about what/who you want to be (it's important at a subconscious level).
Realize that's there's nothing to be depressed about as long as you're alive and healthy.
Building up confidence will improve your realiability.
If your memory sucks, take notes and make todo lists.
Take on a easy hobby from which you can attain self gratification.
When interacting with others be who you want to be, fake it till you make it.
Force yourself to see from other people POV, even if you decide to be come a sociopath that knowledge will help you.
The mind is a flexible thing, you can take whatever approach you want.
You can try little by little, you can go straight actor pretending to be your new self until you actually become it, you can train a thoughtform with the traits you desire and "give up" command.
Just in case, I'd suggest you to learn how to use a pendulum so you can talk to your subconscious, this is a job that requires all of yourself to walk the path.
Some general advice, walk at least 2km a day, eat varied food, drink only water.
You can even learn to control your emotions directly, it's just like a muscle. If you have a crippling depression just force your brain to experience happines, although, the correct way is removing the cause of depression.
Everything is a tool, use what you can according to needs.
Good luck anon.
