>>11170836alters?
life is difficult enough for anyone but with this it's only given me sadness and anger that I was taken advantage of as a child. I developed many bad habits to cope with the trauma and didn't even realize what had happened until seeing a CBT therapist. Now I am in a much better mental and physical place and pursuing challenging goals.
The fucked up thing is that early childhood trauma, including sexual can cause chronic systemic inflammation. My health was all sorts of fucked up as a kid and young man. Now my immune system is pretty fucking good I'd say.