I realized I am a disgusting fucking normie when it comes to studying.
I've abandoned circles of friends because I couldn't keep up with their grades and refused to adapt.
I blame professors for teaching us poorly.
I stopped trying at all.

I want to change.
Please humiliate me for being an absolute plebeian in refusing to study.
Show me the bare truth, I want to be offended to the point where I cannot go around the issue anymore.