>>11144232good on you for that realization. I'll be honest, I smoke sometimes before going to school, especially on experimental days (lots of imaging), it helps motivate me in a weird way, like being stoned makes me appreciate science and my opportunity and playing with expensive instruments and shit. I'm slowly getting an alcohol problem too though, I need to check myself. I dunno, my nights are so fucking boring though, I basically just kill time waiting to go to work/school tomorrow, I'm kind of in a weird rut where I am obsessed about my work and it's unhealthy...
The good thing is I've gone to conferences and shit where I don't smoke and nothing really changes, even not smoking long periods of time (3 weeks or so) just makes me bored and want to do science stoned. I guess it also coincides with vacations, which are also "boring" for me in a way...
