>be me
>A plus student
>male mary sue
>until a couple of years into adulthood
>start forgetting easily
>work harder
>useless
>depressed and shit
>I do something about it
>meditate, workout, sleep and eat well
>look at exercise from a previous exam
>understand it well alongside with the solution
>next day in exam
>same fucking problem
>literally the fucking same
>somehow go full retard and fuck it up
>faggots in my class happy they already saw it at home

HOW THE FUCK DOES THIS HAPPEN???? WHY AM I RETARDED COMPARED TO BEFORE AND LITERALLY SLOWER IN ALL AREAS OF LIFE? IS IT AGE? GENETICS? MAGICAL MUMBO JUMBO?
PLEASE SAVE ME.