Am I juat retarded? I am unable to do anything properly. Nothing sticks in my head unless I do it repeatedly and even then I make mistakes often. I suck at video games, making friends, drawing, anything that requires extreme creativity. I often have to cheat in order to do anything properly in STEM like programming. I fail at refining my processes and learning from my miatakes by making the same ones over and over again. Will NoFap, meditation, learning, and those other memes finally help me achieve something? I've been watching porn since like 12, and started fapping at like 14, and at 18 my brain feels so fried. My siblings on the other hand are good at socialization and learning quickly. One's good at vidya, the other is good at sports. I can't for the life of me learn from my mistakes properly and work.