>tfw have bipolar
>antidepressant works; no longer feel depression
>have manic episodes triggered by adderall/coffee
>med student - acing all my classes and clerkships
>everyone around me is DEAD after a 16 hour shift of stapling contusions and treating MUMPS patients
>after a minimum of 12 hours of study/work, i permit myself to go to the bars near me
>hang out with and fuck art hoes who are all coked up
>they're amazed that I refuse their offers of free coke
>2 hours after dawn, I pack my backpack up and head to the library to get a head start on my schoolwork.
>i TA and tutor for money, and can take whatever they throw at me
>we got a new student studying for the LSAT, no one here can teach that, can you?
>never took it before, take a few practice tests online, it's easy as fuck. routinely score 177's
>am basically a superhero to these students who idolize me
>convinced a psychologist to administer the WAIS-IV for me for free since I "do research on neuro" and am in the MD PhD program of a tier one medical school
>psychologist is amazed by my score; tells me most people with bipolar are of below average intelligence
>tells me if i wasn't a genius that i'd likely have killed myself by now or incarcerated
>no one knows i attempted suicide twice this year alone
>no one knows i've been in jail 3x, but charges were always dropped
>no one knows my secret is adderall + bipolar disorder
feels good and bad mang
>antidepressant works; no longer feel depression
>have manic episodes triggered by adderall/coffee
>med student - acing all my classes and clerkships
>everyone around me is DEAD after a 16 hour shift of stapling contusions and treating MUMPS patients
>after a minimum of 12 hours of study/work, i permit myself to go to the bars near me
>hang out with and fuck art hoes who are all coked up
>they're amazed that I refuse their offers of free coke
>2 hours after dawn, I pack my backpack up and head to the library to get a head start on my schoolwork.
>i TA and tutor for money, and can take whatever they throw at me
>we got a new student studying for the LSAT, no one here can teach that, can you?
>never took it before, take a few practice tests online, it's easy as fuck. routinely score 177's
>am basically a superhero to these students who idolize me
>convinced a psychologist to administer the WAIS-IV for me for free since I "do research on neuro" and am in the MD PhD program of a tier one medical school
>psychologist is amazed by my score; tells me most people with bipolar are of below average intelligence
>tells me if i wasn't a genius that i'd likely have killed myself by now or incarcerated
>no one knows i attempted suicide twice this year alone
>no one knows i've been in jail 3x, but charges were always dropped
>no one knows my secret is adderall + bipolar disorder
feels good and bad mang
