>>11088998It's no worry. I'm like this, people think I'm stupid when I show up to class after long solitude because my swedish is not advanced anymore. Literally all you have to do is read 20 pages out of a 130 year old book before falling asleep, then your unconscious catches up and you won't need to use effort to conjure words anymore. You can't forget how to ride a bike. But if you're a tour de france finalist, you need to get up to speed again.
>>11089456This is normal. It's your visual creativity. If for example you focused on looking at equations all day, it would tetris effect into summoning equations instead. My dreams are amazing, godlike visions sometimes. In hypnagogic states, I decide what to use it for. I try to become a better painter. Architecture, anatomy. Whatever you've seen in your life, it's part of a library of shapes, patterns, textures, light modes, atmospheres. Mine is so strong, rather than deep analysis of art, I got stuck before in assimilating everything into my subconscious by looking at vast quantities not for more than a second. It works, but I've found it's better to focus deeply on one thing for days.
