I have a CS degree and programming job but I regret slacking hard on my math classes. I took all of the analytical geometry Calc classes 1-3 and Differential equations but I dont remember a single thing or what the formulas even mean or why we solve problems a certain way. I DONT KNOW ANYTHING AND IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT, HOW CAN I POSSIBLY CATCH UP, WHERE DO I START, WTF IS EVEN MATH???
My differential equations professor was right when he ranted, none of us except 1 person actually understood wtf was going on we just got good at recognizing patterns and now that I actually care I feel like its too late. Im such an idiot