>>11065844OP here, finaly home, been at school for 13 hours. It's not so much as forcing as myself, but rather being incredibly insecure about my situation, so I must do whatever it takes to change it, or I will probably off myself.
>>11065340Avoid going home, go somwhere you can study like a big library. Being in a comfortable environment makes me lazy and leads to excuse making. It's difficult to do what when you're surrounded by people studying.
Maybe you are the same.
Someone asked what I do for hobbies, I used to game, but can't remember the last time I played anything. I recently built a new top tier rig and it's full of games, but I don't have the energy to play them.
Apart from that I do powerlifting 3 times a week, but I was already doing that before I started studying, so it was ingrained into me as a habit.
