>>11038774hey anon, i've seen you in a few threads being all doomer, blackpilled and a bit demotivating. I've read your story. I see anons here telling you undergrad is easy and all, and you probably won't relate. That's fine. Some people aren't meant to fit in a university mould. Some people take their time and freedom in learning. They take different approaches to get their way.
I know you might not feel it(judging from the way you write) but pls don't think any less of yourself. Anons here give general advice, and you are probably a special case, so don't get discouraged by the general notions that veil this board. You bought the IQ meme hook, line and sinker, and your confidence is in shambles right now. It takes time and a long term step by step approach to recover from it.
Also, please look up space repetition. It might help you create a better learning model. Here is an article I recommend reading
http://augmentingcognition.com/ltm.html