>>11016100I don't have aspbergel's, well I haven't ever been tested. But I doubt I do. I don't look at people because I like they're ugly and dressed poorly. I don't look at their eyes because I find it to be gross and intense. I hate loudness but am able to leave to the space of my own mind to ignore it, often I'll be wearing headphones playing other classical music or indie music, I'm extremely particular about my music and will gt upset if bad music is playing. I am extremely violent, but not always. I won't get pestered easily but such little things that are treated with such retardation piss me off a lot, and I often hurt people who try to be my friends. I don't hurt my mother, because I love her. I've broken things like windows, but mother gets mad so I stopped, now I just hurt myself.
I go to uni, but I've been going since I was 16 and am used to it.
I love art and math. Not that I don't like other things but everything I write in the past mother would call me a retard since my foundations are poor, so I never bothered making them better, and when I wrote about us she'd get more mad. :(
I have an extremely poor memory though. And I hardly think in my head. I've never actually though intently in my head, it just happens. I can talk in my head, and will do so while reading, but I can read without taking in my head. I just find it soothing since I was taught to read out loud first.
I've never had a friend before and am not social. I hardly talk and sound weird because of it.
Don't use khan it's dumb. Read set theory (I like Naive Set Theory ) and logic, then read geometry revisited, and Euler's elements. Then skim through calc, really lame and trivial. Simmons is good for brevity. But start analysis soon as possible, that's were the fun finally starts. I'd read a DE text while reading that, and then do Linear Algebra, Axler is good.
go where ever you want from there.
I forgot to mention a few stuff like trig but whatever.
