>>11008195-me some videos of herself nude, and playing with her pussy. I was exhausted from porn and only got off to real women. I didn't transfer my technique or confidence to the real world because there are too many consequences, I wasn't used to it at all. anyways I'd convince these girls into sending me jerk off material, I'd just lie about my age and ask for tits, I had this weird fetish where I liked them to send voice messages of them telling me they love me and goodnight. I was pretty damaged and needed it. I had a noose in my closet just waiting for something to trigger me. Well I has stock pilled a ton of nudes after getting them erased. such good shit. Then my mom found it again, took my video games and I found my noose. fucking kunt.
so I just got corrupted by /b/, no delivery, rolling, trolling, shitting, frogging, farming, sharpie in pooper (fuck when I got delivery on that I felt blessed by god). So I was basically spilling with troll faggotry, this bitch must of liked plebbit or something cause she thought I was gold, my based 4chins content was basically like original shit, top quality and not censored. I mistakenly got some confidence and got her snap. I've never tested with a real girl before so I was always so nervous. I couldn't talk to my kid bros, whom I traded female nudes with, since it was deleted by my bitch mo and faggot computer science step fag. I fucked up hard, I got violent, I got expelled, I went total autismo and remained that way. I started to hate women and actively avoid them. I never talked in my new school, I never made friends not even acquaintances. My only friend, the bro I used to walk with, gone, became a druggie and I didn't want to hang with him. I became math, I breathed math, I went to college two years early and went to a state school with a huge head start. Now I'm here, and nothing is fix. I'm still prone to violent, but now I just hurt myself. I must scream, but I have no mouth.
