>>11004973based don't rob yourself of an experience.
frankly It's sad that many people won't discover the math on their own. I enjoy the "proof left as trivial exercise", your given all you need to prove it but you do it on your own with a little bit of a guidance so you don't waste time.
not perfect, but I appreciate it.
I'm studying to be a polymath. I live in a cheap area so I can buy a plot of land, build a house, build a farm, build an animal area.
I want to live the reclusive academic life.
teach at some college that's far away from my property, might take an hour to get there, but it's ok because there's things I can do within that hour. Teach some brainlet topic like calculus, analysis, I dunno.
My wife will be a black goddess, educated in law or something.
I teach my kids so they're extremely accelerated in maths and science, as well as following strict codes of etiquette, proper speech, chivalry, and philosophy.
they'll love they're big, white, hairy papa. They'll probably be so academically proficient they'll skip multiple grades.
they'll be what I wasn't raised to be: perfect god tier mathematicians.