>>11000691Then I know exactly how you feel. If my life stagnates and I dont continue to progress, its like my mind and body try to kill me or remove me from the tribe (society).
What I do is have to constantly find new things to do. Hobbies and a ton of them. Find new areas of interest that keep your mind challenged.
For me, I got into weightlifting, fly fishing, reading, wood working, hiking, local sports, etc.
Hell, go back to school, Ive been considering it for a long time now. Im an engineer but Ive always been interested in chemistry or medicine, even philospohy if you are just looking for something new. Maybe take a break from your job if you can and do something else. If you think this stagnation will kill you or waste your life, youve got no choice but to make a change. And this doesnt stop you from going back to your old job. Dont waste yourself