>>10992094Only started using recreational drugs about 2 years ago (weed or LSD once every few months, salvia and shrooms once) while this has been going on for 10 years. I guess I would be considered to have depression now, the new doctor I'm seeing is trying different antidepressants with me right now.
Diagnosed with a lot of things as a kid. Generalized anxiety, social anxiety, PTSD, OCD, oppositional defiant disorder, Asperger's.
>>10992095I don't have any desire to feel this way. Years ago, back in 2013, Wellbutrin made all this stop for like 4 months and it's never worked again since then. I'm not sure what options I'm going to have when I talk to my doctor but I'm just afraid of another doctor giving up on me. Last doctor and neurologist wanted to give me Adderall (brain scan was normal and and so was Neurotrax, even though I found concentrating on it to be a struggle), but the side effects just seemed too dangerous for me to take it.