when I was in high school I had my share of depression as a teenager
and after I passed high school I entered community college
and I become even more depressed not knowing what I want to be
and fucked the first two years up and after that I have come back to my senses
I know what I want to be but the thing is college don't want to accept at that major
what I'm supposed to do?

tl;dr I didn't care about anything when I was a teenager and now I want to fix my mistakes and have a good major but I can't what to do?