/sci/, i have a problem. its hard to describe so i hope i capture as much of it as i can. i am stupid, but smart enough to realise that i am stupid, but too stupid to do something with it. when i am solving a problem i solve until i just can not go on anymore, no matter how hard i try, i just stare into the paper as the time passes by. i just can not solve anything. i am an undergrad and the school i am visiting offered me a chess club, so i went. the result is me playing, badly, without any goal in my mind, just blank space, i don't see any moves that my opponent will make, i just play like a brainless idiot that i am. what to do? how to cope? it is driving me super mad/sad/hopeless.