Most gays LOOOOVE women and HATE men because they're MEAN. I'm somewhere in between. I don't like women, not because they are stealing the straight men I wan to be with, but because I find their personalities to be boring. On the other hand, while I find straight men's personalities more interesting, they don't find me interesting enough, or they find me too dramatic because I fall in love with them almost every time I get close to one of them. Anyway, I live in a no man's land where I can't be friends with anybody. I'd kill myself if I didn't think that having friends is nowhere near as interesting or important as going all out to save the human species from inevitable death.