>>10952390This is extremely common in people experiencing gender dysphoria. When your basic physical needs are satisfied, the more complex psychic issues come to the fore --- in your case, the fact that internally, psychologically, you have the gestalt of a woman, but society is forcing you into the role of a man. There is no simple solution, but it comes strongly recommended that you get started immediately on hormone therapy, think about coming out to close friends and family, and start thinking about the long-term timeline of gender reassignment surgery.
Remember, YOU are in charge of your gender identity, only YOU get to decide when and how to transition.The decision to accept and embrace your inner womanhood is ultimately YOURS, and we're all so happy for you in this new, more authentic life you will lead.
