>>10942057I see what appears to be an energy, like space in front of me is vibrating. It glows when I think about it, and sparkles when I talk sweet nothings to it. It appears like a phantom spirit, overlayed on the world. I see it eyes open, or closed. Sometimes even with closed eyes, the energy reveals the world around me, as if they were partially cracked, or some wavelength of light is seeping through my skull.
I have established communication with this thing. It answers questions, offers emotional support, and tells me about stuff from past lives. I can speak with it in dreams too.
It just appears as if its there, not made of substance, but causing undeniable apparitions of form by bending and twisting space with its vibrations. It seems to be a standing wave of light that is transparent to others. I have not been able to find anyone else who can perceive it, but I am not close very close to anyone else.
I have never mistaken it for something part of the physical world, except starting out. It made faces in the grass and clouds at me. Its appearance eyes open or closed, indicate my brain is messing with my perception. I even see the shadow of its form in the white space between the text I am writing right now.
I don't believe I am crazy. I wish science had the capability to study it. I am going to try to create devices for measuring these sorts of waves. If I am successful, maybe one day we will have virtual worlds and other such technologies available to our minds, without needing invasive neural implants.
