>>10938434It sounds like a real deficiency in serotonin and dopamine . I think real depression isnt being sad, but having brain fog. Lack of emotions, difficulty using your brain.
I have serotonin issues (linked with autism/aspergers), so constant brain fog. lack of emotion, hard to think. It's sad cuz I remember having a sharp mind as a kid, now its very hard to socialize. Reading books is hard, like I cant parse sentences. One reason it's hard to socialize is cuz it takes conscious effort to perceive cuteness In world and pleasure from talking to humans.
LSD helps me feel more alive (it supplies brain with external serotonin), haven't tried SSRIs yet.
