>>10920918Yep. I suppose deep down, but not that deep, I know it is the truth. I'm one of those people that was repeatedly traumatized and put in roles with conflicting demands at every key developmental stage. I'm already in an odd place, but I'm also incredibly durable and stable.
When it comes down to it I see continuing much further as basically meaningless for me.
I'm tired of this place, and if I don't eventually have the kids and perhaps the wife, odds are I'll just start making waves until something finally kills me off. I have no basis for connection with places, people, and probably even myself anyway.
Dead end road indeed.
