>>10916670That wasn't my intention, I'm just saying how it happened. Having hard physical indications I experience every day that these supposed authorities were either lying or retarded shaped my psyche. Yes I was fortunate that my father was adamant that what happened to him didn't happen to me, so he broke the cycle. But dodging one bullet apparently I got hit by several unrelated others in this life I won't go into.
Living in a genital cutting culture fucks everyone up. I was told by my father once that if I didn't wash I would get cancer and they'd come and cut my penis off and I'd be peeing through a straw... when I was like 5. I was treated strangely by my mother's side for unknown reasons that played into the whole complex. I also knew I was trapped amidst people who clearly believed penises should be cut, and they cut those who were smaller and weaker, but I was not cut. I knew others had been cut, which meant they were wronged and may be sad or jealous. So I wasn't really like anyone anyway, but developed a tendency to stay away and camouflage subconsciously. I had a general lack of security.
Anyway, shit happens. That's how it is from my perspective. Hopefully this evil is destroyed. Circumcision causes social cohesion through shared trauma and sacrifice. If you do not share it, you are not initiated and therefore an outsider. I think circumcision makes men aggressive but more readily subjugated by authority, unless it's realized.
