>>10907911>>10907967Everything should be in balance, lad. Thid may be because your self esteem is lower than average. But what you describe doesn't sound extremely out of your way. Hard to tell. I think what you aee describing is fairly common, you just don't observe it as much personally.
>>10907969Altruism is egoistic, even. But that should tell you where you are wrong: it is not their own lives human care about the most. People do things which you would not colour egoistic.
For example, you should look into the history of the Price equation and Price's thoughts on it.