>>10907806I will post the ritual now.
I am moving for school, so this is a gigantic final ritual and it's purpose would be to "end everything". It is about $400 and would require 4.5-5 hours to complete.
This is how it would work out...
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Flight ends, leave airport
$25 taxi to store
$200 for "cleanse clothing and phone"
$25 taxi to "cleanse airbnb"
arrive to $100 "cleanse airbnb", perform cleanse ritual
>throw old phone and clothing away, shower, put new clothing on and immediately leave and use new phone to call taxi$25 taxi to store
$250 for clothing, toiletries, and another phone
$25 taxi to "laundry airbnb"
Arrive to $100 "laundry airbnb"
>throw "cleanse clothing and phone away", wash new clothing, shower again, and sleepawaken, next morning
$25 Taxi to 6 day airbnb to stay while i look at rooms to move into for school
Throw everything away after moving in, purchase new clothing and phone
The "cleanse" is complete.
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This is the cleanse ritual and from leaving the airport to arriving to the "laundry airbnb" would require about 4.5-5 hours without a break. This would "ensure" that nothing could have followed me and I am truly "clean" of the mental illness as I've thrown everything away that could have had any contact at all with anything that I could have brought with me.
the "non-cleanse" option is to purchase some new clothing and stay at an airbnb before the flight, and I would simply wash clothing, shower, and sleep. In the morning, I would have a taxi to the airport and after the flight ends, another taxi to the airbnb to look for rooms. It is simple in comparison to the above. It is $400 less and less stressful as I would have little to do.
