>>10882816>Why is it so hard? >What can I do to fix myself?I was in your situation. I was sitting all day in my room doing those things.
What saved me was becoming even more horny and lonely and getting an attitude that I have nothing to lose and am in big city. I bought my first condoms which I used to masturbate and hump pillow with instead ot Simple stroking. Then I started to be more bold and bought more of them. Then I started to write like rapist to girls on webchat. Then I started to go alone to clubs "to drink a beer and watch ass". I did it couple of times, not really a succesful time, but sticked with it. Then I started dancing alone in those clubs. Then in a crowd I rubbed ass of drunj and horny girls. Then one time a drunken 34 year old woman started dancing with me and said she found out last week that her husband of 16 years was cheating on her, during and even before marriage. Then she barfed outside, came back, we exchanged phone numbers, I fought the panic next day and set up a meeting for a walk at Tuesday. Then after 2 weeks of meetings I lost my virginity at glorious age of 22/23 and been a part of affair that lasted 6 months. Then things happened and depression continued, I came to clubbing again after some months and then I found my future (fat) wife in a club.
Now I'm 30, happily married and with 5 month old daughter.
Remember - trust in your inner horniness/rapist. Your dick will save you if you let him guide you and embrace carnal desires.
