Soz for spamming more crap here got triggered by another thread.
>called a retard, idiot, monster by parents, severe depression
>drop out at 15, feel GCSEs
>lie about gcses to get into college, do a levels, finish with 3A* (shit school, second highest AAA)
>Couldn't apply anywhere good due to GCSEs, couldn't apply after a level cause knew I was gonna kill myself unless I left home asap
>insanely bitter about this and bitch to family, "it doesn't matter", "it's a learning experience" and other crap
>Thought maybe bitterness would go at university, it has just got worse talking to others realising how crap my home was, getting told I should have applied to better places etc
I legit think I need to see a doctor over this, it's going too far. Anything to do with university or education in general makes me legit seeth, even on tinder if I see someone with a fancy arse university the suppressed memories all come up and I'll seeth for 5 minutes. Feel as if my family are telling me a load of crap, "it's a learning experience" what's the fucking lesson single mothers are human garbage or if you call your kid a retard he doesn't do well at school?
The saddest thing is I've got like £400k from bitcoin, graduated and it still annoys me. Seriously how can I stop it from pissing me off, I've wasted 5 fucking years of my life getting triggered by this
>called a retard, idiot, monster by parents, severe depression
>drop out at 15, feel GCSEs
>lie about gcses to get into college, do a levels, finish with 3A* (shit school, second highest AAA)
>Couldn't apply anywhere good due to GCSEs, couldn't apply after a level cause knew I was gonna kill myself unless I left home asap
>insanely bitter about this and bitch to family, "it doesn't matter", "it's a learning experience" and other crap
>Thought maybe bitterness would go at university, it has just got worse talking to others realising how crap my home was, getting told I should have applied to better places etc
I legit think I need to see a doctor over this, it's going too far. Anything to do with university or education in general makes me legit seeth, even on tinder if I see someone with a fancy arse university the suppressed memories all come up and I'll seeth for 5 minutes. Feel as if my family are telling me a load of crap, "it's a learning experience" what's the fucking lesson single mothers are human garbage or if you call your kid a retard he doesn't do well at school?
The saddest thing is I've got like £400k from bitcoin, graduated and it still annoys me. Seriously how can I stop it from pissing me off, I've wasted 5 fucking years of my life getting triggered by this
