Dear anons, for over last 4 years I’ve been struggling with depression. By that time, I’ve been to 5 different psychiatrist, and tried countless medicines, basically all available in my country. All that have been fruitless, along with my personal efforts like getting hobbies, sports, therapist etc.
All that time my life has been a hell. It destroyed all relationships I had (who would like to have a burden of depressed family member/friend?) and made me stagnate almost completely in case of self-development. It dismantled my life.
I haven’t killed myself yet just because of my cat, who needs me and I don’t know what would happen to her without me. I don’t want to leave her, I want to fix myself and start living normally once again.

If you have any valuable information on how to deal with such depression, and that way wasn’t already tested by me, I would be grateful. Please help me end this nightmare.

Pic rel my kitty