>>13667172What the fuck is "useful", then?
What's the purpose of life?
You do thing A because it's useful for B. Okay, but what is B useful for? C? And what about that? What are they all ultimately "useful" for? Where's the fucking bottom?
I'll tell you what it is for me: "Useful" is whatever helps me enjoy life and have fun the most. Math is "useful" for me because it's fucking fun. Food is "useful" because I enjoy it and it keeps me alive to enjoy more of life. Phones are "useful" because they help me talk to my friends and watch funny cat videos, because I like doing those things. Skateboarding is "useful" for somebody else (but not me) because they enjoy it, not because me or somebody ELSE can benefit from it.
I don't give a shit what's "useful" for you. What I do for MYSELF and MY enjoyment isn't meant for you. I don't give a shit if you never benefit from what I do.
If you're trying to tell me all you do is a means to an end, including your "hobbies", but you have no "end" to begin with, then I ask the same line again: "What the fuck is useful?" What do you even mean by "useful"?
Your life sounds like a pursuit for something that you don't even know what it is, a pointless fucking existence. Kill yourself already because it's "useful" for me to not have to ever lay my eyes on you running around in circles.
