>>13433396>in one setting*I came up with several hypotheses, but no doctor that I visited was able to diagnose me with everything. All tests came out OK.
The problem is, I am not "mentally retarded", I don't have dementia or extreme mental retardation, and I feel like doctors only take you seriously if your health is really bad.
I seriously feel like doctors don't care if you're deconditioned and weak in something as it is not severe enough. They tell me that I am a hypochondriac and that when I grew up life got more complex and demanding that I don't have the energy to dedicate it to absorbing mundane academic concepts anymore. I have no brain damage.
This is a mystery. I am working day and night to restore my mental supremacy. I reached a point even if it's irreversible, I am going to maximize the efficiency of my studying techniques to squeeze every single drop of academic potential and achievement within me. There is nothing more important than this to do.
