I only like 2D boys, but this boy, Dominic McLaughlin, the new Harry Potter, is driving me insane. No one has ever affected me the way he does, it's the first time I feel attracted to a real kid. I have erotic dreams about him, I have thoughts where I see myself kissing and sucking him, I can't control myself. I spend hours looking at his photos on social media, analyzing every detail of his face, those penetrating eyes, that cute little face. When I close my eyes, I can taste his mouth, I imagine what it would be like to have him lying under me while I lick and suck his little body.
I find myself typing his name into Google dozens of times a day, searching for new interviews, photos I haven't seen yet, anything that brings me a little closer to him. I save every image, organize them into folders, I create scenarios in my head where we're alone somewhere, where he's vulnerable, where he's completely mine to enjoy.
At night, when everything is quiet, it's worse, my treacherous mind goes to places I can't even control. I imagine every inch of his body, what it would be like to slowly undress him with my mouth, feel his skin against mine, hear his breath while I do things he would never forget. I want to leave marks on him, I want to possess his boy in ways no one can possibly imagine.
This thing I have is a sick obsession, I know, but I also know I can't be cured. I want Dominic, and I've never felt anything for a boy like this before. I want to feel my body on top of him, I want to feel my hands running over his body, I want him to look at me the way he looks at the camera, but this time, his innocent smile would be just for me.
Fuck, I would do anything for one night with him. Anything.