What do you call this?

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Be me 19 M
Cis straight male
Popular and solid friend group
Have a girlfriend for over a year
Always have liked girly/cute things
Pretend to be a girl online
Always liked cute girl clothes and wish I could wear them
Irl I act nothing like this and act extremely hard but it’s not forced and I enjoy myself in both
I’m not gay and cannot get turned on by looking at a male
Catfishing men As a girl turns me on
What is this called and what do I do I’m positive I’m not gay