>>3789869That's always been my complaint, even about anime shit in general: everything's too fuckin pretty and textureless, and it's gotten so much worse since moe shit became industry standard.
>>3789579>straightFuckin lol, anon, you may be heterosexual, but by the sweet baby Jesus, you are not straight.
>the difference between getting hard or not is literally just the pronoun being male or femaleExtremely important distinction.
>I feel like this is where the femdom people are coming fromI suspect that it's exactly where it's coming from, but not in the way you may think. To wit:
>it's too humiliating and ridiculous to lose to a girl but if it's a guy, then you can lose and it's still kind of hotI think that both you and the femdom crowd BOTH see being dominated by a woman as humiliating, but the key difference is, they like humiliation, while you don't. You say "humiliating and ridiculous" as if that's not exactly what a lot of femdom enthusiasts are into.
Most femdom content seems to emphasize the weakness of the man far more than the power of the woman -- it's the humiliation that it's about.
You just seem to want the domination because of the way it makes you see and feel about yourself. You sound like you want to be soft and vulnerable and controlled, but not embarrassed, because humiliation doesn't hit the spot the way it does for femdom freaks, and I get that, humiliation does nothing for me.
I think that your whole thing is that you're into soft domination, deriving sexual gratification from your mental positioning of yourself as subject rather than any attraction to the object of attraction.
Have you considered finding a girl who's OK with you and her sharing a bull, or is NTR out of the question?
