>>3437210I've recently felt a resurgence of passion for my original husbando, Sirius Black. I started a HP thread a little while back to try and get it out of my system, but it never completely goes away. It happens every few years that I'll re-fall in love with him, even though my opinions and commitment to the HP franchise as a whole have dropped a lot since my pre-teen years. I feel like I understand him more as a highly nuanced and complicated character than I probably did in 2003, but that's only made me love him even more. Even though I don't consider him my "primary" husbando (mostly because I feel no desire to self-ship with him) he is like my "husbando-prime", and most character infatuations I've had since have had echos of his character in them in some form. It's strange that a bunch of the husbandos I had when I was a teenager now hold no appeal to me, but my first crush is still raging strong today.
He's an inconvenient husbando to have though, since I always feel that posting fanart of him requires an explanation, especially since most fanart of him depicts a version of his character that was barely in the books. But I think the world is finally ready to come around with us fangirls and admit that, talented though he may be, Gary Oldman was a poor casting choice for Sirius Black.
