>>3395432Oh now I am totally jealous! But also happy for you, you've clearly been blessed by the Mada-god! My dreams have been garbage lately. I have a reoccurring dream of being late to school. I sleep in, panic, then I look at the schedule and I'm like "okay, if I leave in 10 minutes, I'll make it to that class at least" but I can never make it in time. I can't find my clothes, they're all dirty or ripped, I cant unlock the door, I drop my phone in the toilet, when I manage to finally get outside, I try to run but I'm not moving at all. Just horrible. I haven't been to school in 2 years and I've also never been late in the waking life.
I understand what this dream means: I am late. Not to school, but ... to life? I have the mentality of a 12 year old, I never experienced teenage angst or teenage love, I'm never moving out of my parent's house, I can't cook, wouldn't survive on my own. I'm not a teenager anymore and I missed out on everything. I am late.
The wasted years, the wasted youth!
Sorry, look at me, rambling like an old woman again. Embarrassing!
