Now this is seriously real and weird experiences that happens to me. idk where else should i post this other than 4chan
so here goes
>be me
>about 4 years ago
>2 "gay" (now i called them a fag even they kinda cute but still left some mental trauma) come to my house
>they said wanted to "play"
>sure why not? (Note: im still a innocent boy back then so i know shit about it)
>they unzipped my pants
>starting to blowjob me
>YAMETE_KUDASAI!!.JPEG
>cums.png
>feelsgoodbutterribleaswell.mpeg
>now its your turn to suck our dick, anon!
>oh_no.bmp
>sucking their dick down and good
>im actually enjoy it wtf is wrong with me
>still feel bad about it till now even though thos bois are cute
>wont talk to them even when they enter the same highschool as i am
>ffw to this moment
>still wont talk to those guys no matter what

I do still like womens but i have been traumatized so badly but i still wanted to get blowjobed. am i a fag?