I need your help, It's all quite futile coming here and asking for help but I'm stuck between an immovable object and a big fucking rock. Without giving away my anonymity I'll try to explain but it's quite difficult to do so.
Over the past 3 years or so I've been struggling with my concept of sexuality and even the need for companionship. After a series of events, I'm left with a feeling of loneliness and the craving for companionship after experiencing the closes most intense types there is (in my opinion). During this time of my exploration many questions have been brought up. My mind and my intuition scream, fucking yell, that I need to: B Love myself before I love another, which is absolutly true but when is the right fucking time. And most importantly A. Do I truly need such companionship? I know in my heart of hearts and my head that I would be better off without but I can't fucking shake this feeling I have. It's like I'm battling myself.