>>3277822online shit never ever works out the way people plan it to. very rarely are you going to match up with someone over the internet that's not only going to be a good partner, but a loyal one. obviously you can maintain a relationship, albeit for a short time, but it most likely won't culminate into anything beyond just typing/talking online, or in your case, buying shit online.
best thing you can do is just move on and consider what it is you want out of your relationships. do you have to have an online one? are you too nervous around people in real life? have you tried using apps to see people locally with your interests? there really is someone for everyone. if you're hellbent on maintaining online relationships, find someone closer to you. at least a state or two away, that way there's incentive, and a foundation for a real relationship to come about.
another issue people tend to have with online relationships is being able to read the person you're talking to. a lot of the time the people that are most attractive are either lying about who they say they are, or just simply not a very loyal and trusting person, regardless of whether they mean to or not. it boils down to the attention they get. again, not everyone who looks good is like this, but from my experience and from what i've heard from others who have done the same thing, that's the case with a lot of them.
ideally you wouldn't base a relationship off of how someone looks, but most of the time, people do anyway. if you're not a looker, as in, not good-looking, it's going to be harder for you to find a trusting partner. depending on what your deal is, whether you're fat, pizza-faced, or just plain ugly, there's almost always a way to make yourself more appealing to people. lose weight, take care of your skin, and learn to maintain confidence without seeming like a douche. there are plenty of uglier fuckers than you out there with healthy relationships. with some effort, you'll be surprised.
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