>>3165401I know that feeling all too well man. When you think the only thing that could ever make you happy is to be loved by someone you love and when it seems like there is nothing more to life than that. The lack of energy that comes with it. For a while I had contemplated suicide.
I for one have to accept that I might never experience being loved the way I want to, since I'm sexually attracted only to women (that means nothing to me), yet romantically attracted to men. The only person right now I could imagine having a relationship with is straight.
However the important thing is to realize that at this point, the problem isn't who you have or haven't in your life. First you have to focus on yourself. Find something you like to do, be that a hobby or whatever, focus on that, and most importantly, learn to love yourself. Not in a narcissistic, but rather in a caring and forgiving kind of way. I really believe you can only truly love someone if you love yourself just as much.
