>go to friend's house for a scary movie
>i have violent crush on this friend
>unreal cute, but also muscley and toned and handsome
>disproportionately large calves and shoulders. actually the greatest
>invite along other friend, cool guy
>crushboy has gf, fuck
>gf is way younger than him
>we watch the movie, get lots of snacks, fun shit
>other friend leaves about midnight, has to work next morning
>me and crush stay up to play a gamu in his fucking room, on his bed
>just wearing shorts+thin shirt now
>fuck
>eventually we go to sleep, i take the crampt uncomfortable couch outside his room
>next morning
>walk into his room to grab hoodie
>he's up, small chat
>moment where we just kinda look and say nothing for 3-4 seconds
>leave
apologies for /blog/ meme, but there's some real queer angst rn anons. what should i do