>>3085785Maybe?
Sometimes I catch myself feeling empty because there is not enough of him, and never will be, with manga on permanent hiatus and all. I can draw fan art and inmagine things, but I will never learn more about him. There are so many things I will never know: his childhood, his dreams, his favourite dish. I will never know how his life turned out after the events of A&D, is he okay? Where is he right now? What is he doing?
Sometimes I feel guilty for asking too much from a mangaka who is ill and has no motivation or wish to continue his work, as far as we know. Do I care more for a character than for a real human being? Why am I so selfish?
Then again, simply thinking about him makes me feel alive. It might be for the best that the will never be a continuaton to his story; this way, he will never get hurt, ever, unlike my childhood husbando whose death still haunts me.
