I don't know if this is a proper subject, but might as well ask. Have you ever felt any attraction to "bad" characters from horror/slasher movies, horror games and all that deranged/disturbing kind of stuff? Have you associated it with "something that should not be considered normal"? Well, go ahead, share your weird fondness here if you like, and try to justify why you think that being a sick bastard is absolutely and totally okay.