>>2994484>>2994474It's just a fantasy, the hurt/comfort has been in this fandom since ever. Personally, I'd love to see Kaworu as broken as glass because we barely see him losing control (like in some scenes in NGE2). "What would happen if he see Shinji dying/being killed/suffering in the physical way?" is a very tantalizing question.
And yes, we need more Shinji topping, it's tiring seeing him being always a blushy-moe bottom. He has a penis, surely he want to use it on Kaworu at least sometimes.
About Shinji being killed, I see it more like a "variant" more than a fervous desire to see him death. Kaworu is always the one who dies, what if Shinji sacrifices himself one time for his beloved one? And as far as I saw at EoE and 3.0, he really can do it (even kill himself).
>>2994513Draftworu had scars because he is too depressed and wanted to die so bad that he hurt himself, but he couldn't because of his angelical origins. These type of things makes him more "human" and we can look beyond his common smile. It's tragic, and people usually likes that type of feelings/situations where the character is "best at his worst".
>>2994582I've only seen some strips were it's implied that Shinji sacrifices for Kaworu, I know your struggle.
>>2994657I've seen that thread too. I laughed at how that fag got mad for fantasies and headcanons.
>>2994664Especially if we talk about Ukeworu fanarts.