>>3463062some people are just really into hateships and/or mindgame ships.
in my case at least, i know it probably wouldn't work out in canon, but they still have a fascinating dynamic, and i have fun imagining them in a relationship in different contexts. that's how i feel about hateships and mindgame ships in general; in my case, it probably helps that i'm into horror stories, though i'll also imagine them managing to make it work through character development.
if you still don't understand it, it's probably just a preference thing. it sounds like you prefer ships that could actually work out healthily in canon, and that's fine. cute wholesome ships are good too.