>Being male
>Starting fapping to hentai
>Starting now to fapping to traps, I mean they look like girls so whatever
>Now just fapping to traps
>Starting to think: what does it feel to be penetrating by a big dick like in one of these doujinshi?
>Now asking myself: what does it feel to be a trap?
>Meeting a new guy in my highschool that it's very handsome and start to be interested in him
>Spending time with him and learning he is an Otaku just like me and that of top of that he likes traps
>Starting fapping while imagining me (dressed like a women) being penetrating by that guy
>Starting wearing women's clothes and acting femenine to become a trap and capture his attention
>Capturing his attention
>Starting a sex friends relationship with him
>And even starting having feeling for him too
>Realizing too late WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING???
>Cut any type of communication with that guy
>Erasing all trap stuff from my house
>Trying to just fap to normal hentai and hetero porn like before
>...starting to fap to just traps again
>Really missing that guy
>That guy founds me in my way to my house
>Proposes me a serious relationship with him saying that he doesn't care if I want to be a man or a trap, he just loves me as the way I want to be no matter what
>Realizing I love him too
>Being very coward to give him a response and just running to my house
>Feeling depressed and don't know what to do now
HELP ;_;
>Starting fapping to hentai
>Starting now to fapping to traps, I mean they look like girls so whatever
>Now just fapping to traps
>Starting to think: what does it feel to be penetrating by a big dick like in one of these doujinshi?
>Now asking myself: what does it feel to be a trap?
>Meeting a new guy in my highschool that it's very handsome and start to be interested in him
>Spending time with him and learning he is an Otaku just like me and that of top of that he likes traps
>Starting fapping while imagining me (dressed like a women) being penetrating by that guy
>Starting wearing women's clothes and acting femenine to become a trap and capture his attention
>Capturing his attention
>Starting a sex friends relationship with him
>And even starting having feeling for him too
>Realizing too late WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING???
>Cut any type of communication with that guy
>Erasing all trap stuff from my house
>Trying to just fap to normal hentai and hetero porn like before
>...starting to fap to just traps again
>Really missing that guy
>That guy founds me in my way to my house
>Proposes me a serious relationship with him saying that he doesn't care if I want to be a man or a trap, he just loves me as the way I want to be no matter what
>Realizing I love him too
>Being very coward to give him a response and just running to my house
>Feeling depressed and don't know what to do now
HELP ;_;