>>2498579I want Vlad to pull me onto a sofa while he lounges, draping his coat over us as he leaves a lingering kiss on my lips and asks me to tell him about my day. I want him to play with my bangs and look at me like I'm the only thing that matters to him in the whole world as I slowly slide into lying on his chest and listen to him breathe.
I want Hijikata to entrust his darkest secrets in me, to sit around discussing his favourite torture techniques and black ops missions he pulled off while we drown ourselves in sake. I want to share a laugh with him as he regales me with some black comedy, and to notice him rest his hand on mine as he admits I'm the only man he's ever truly felt "got" him the way I do. I want to feel a tense, electric moment from that contact - and hear a silence heavy with subtext before he smiles at me and takes his leave.
I want Moriarty to fuck me hard and angrily, throwing me over his bed as he pounds my ass and bites my neck. I want him to fume about how he just can't give me up, and how no matter how hard he tries he keeps finding himself here in his room with me. I want him to finish deep inside me and say that one day he'll destroy me, even if he thinks it'll destroy him too.
I want Kintoki to nervously blush as I smack his ass in the shower at the gym. I want him to hastily deny he swings that way, even as I smugly grin and say his half-chub disagrees. I want him to freeze up as I gently stroke his face and tell him if he ever changes his mind, I'm waiting - and then, after I leave, I want to hear him start chasing after me and asking if "right now" would be okay.
I feel refreshed now. Thank you for reading my not-gay thoughts.